So I haven't posted to this blog in forever. I suck. But right now I need to whine about diet-y stuff, so it seems as good a time as any to jump back on the wagon.
I've been binge-eating like it's my job for the last few days. I've always hesitated to use the word "binge," because it implies a lack of control that I usually don't experience. It's not that I can't stop eating, it's just that I don't want to. But this time? It's binging. I'm eating and eating and eating and I'm not hungry at all, ever, but I just keep eating even though I feel sick and don't want anymore food.
I'm not really sure where it's coming from. I'm not on a specific diet right now. I'm trying to eat sensibly, but I'm not counting points or calories or anything else that would drive me to reckless rebellion eating. I'm not anymore stressed than usual. I'm just.. stuffing my face with wild abandon, even though I'd really rather not.
Unpleasant.
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